It
occurred to me today that our dreams our a thing we must strive, even
fight for. The odd thing is that although we usually hear about
fighting against the world or our circumstances, we rarely hear about
fighting against ourselves for our dreams. Sometimes it's our own
deficiencies that hold us back. If we are to fulfill that which we
desire we must fight tooth and nail against our own laziness, fears,
and worries. Not that this is easy. In fact I think it may just be
the most difficult part of the battle. We can put labels on enemies,
we can cast ourselves the hero in some cosmic war against our
situation or our economic shortcomings, but realizing that we
ourselves are to blame often comes rather late.
Personally
I don't think this is a permanent problem. I think we can muscle
through even our own shortcomings. As Christian I believe this to be
even more true. We are empowered by the indwelling of the Holy
Spirit to be changed, to be more than what we were. We know that God
will finish the work He begins in us. Furthermore we know that God
desires our good, whether that be freedom from recurring sins or the
perfecting of our fallen natures. I see in myself a propensity for
selfishness, laziness, and pride and I see in the scriptures God's
promise to remove those faults. Ultimately their shadows will remain
until I see His face in paradise, but I can trust Him to loosen the
hold they have on me.
Every
day I see more and more the need to seek His face. “Seek ye first
the kingdom of God … and all these things shall be added unto
you...” God knows how to give good gifts to his children, we need
only ask and ask rightly.
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